LOVE WILL CALL YOU HOME

Are you often dreaming in the silent night,
Of hearts you love there, voices soft and light?
Do those dear hands clasp you through the mists of pain?
Would the still be waiting till you come home again?

This is a poem from a post card my gran gave me and I ask these questions when I think of my ex boyfriend. I never got closure 'cause he was creamated, theres no grave to visit.

He showed me live through the eyes of a druggy but he was and still is my best friend. I wake up at night and hear my phone ring and then there is nothing.

Sometimes I hear his laughter or feel his hugs but I know he will never come back, sometimes I forget he's dead and that somewhere he is giving someone else a hard time.

I'm currently in a relationships but I hardly feel loved at all. This feeling has been going on for months now even before my bestfriend.

thats sad ,, the only thing I can say is that if your in a loveless relationship now, then maybe its time to move on