I don't quite know where to start.

My neighbour has four children. But two are from a previous relationship. (Please hang on in here as you need to know this part before I explain anymore.)
The eldest two's father has a brother who is also married with two children (1 is not his).
Me and the brother got talking a couple of weeks ago and ended up dancing while we were out. Nothing happened.

Then a couple of days later - he told my neighbour to give me his number. Which she did.
He ended up coming over mine and we had love. I knew what I was getting into before I started.

Now last night he turned up at mine at 1.30 in the morning. My brother was here and 'the bloke' asked my brother if he knew his step son. (Stupid considering my brother does and they are just 13)
It's almost like he wants to get caught.

Anyway I turned him away. But now I regret that decision. and wish he'd stayed but I knew it was too risky.

Don't get me wrong I feel really bad about this but I need to say it somewhere. I shouldn't have even considered getting in with a married man, as I know how I would feel if my husband (I don;t have 1) had done it to me! Completely devastated. His wife is slagging around but it doesn't make it right. Not by a long shot.

I can't get him out of my head and he told me last night that I quote 'deserve better and I would like it to be me' . Not sure what to think about it though.

Sorry it is as long as this but it needs to be said somewhere.
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okay you cant help something you have already done, and you did do the right thing by turning him away there are kids involved and you don't know what he could possibly get you involved with he sounds like he could be up to no good. i would try talking to him and finding out what was going on. something isnt right if he is cheating on his wife hun. i know it sucks wen ou turn down and guy and all the what ifs involved but if you are second guessing stuff its for the best. i am proud of you cuz i know its hard and i am proud of you alot of women don't have the will power to turn someone down especially after tasting the forbidden fruit. i am proud of you always follow up on a gut feeling.
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