Didn't know where to put this, hope it's okay here. Been in a funny mood since last night and still like it now. Got tears in my eyes and suddenly realised its cos i take my boys back today. They've been here for 4 weeks and tho' I'm pretty crap with young 'uns, I love 'em to bits and know I'm going to miss them. I only see them during the holidays 'cos they live so far away.

I don't expect any comments, just needed to say it to someone. I guess even a virtual cuddle would be better than none.

That's them gone now. Won't see them again for another 6 weeks at least It's going to be so quiet without them

sweetie, you have us to always lean on, u can messge me anytime also. i couldnt be without my son, even at the stage of oneriness hes in right now at 16. so i can just imagine what it would be like. luv ya gf, msg me if u need.
aluria

Aaw, thanks Aluria Feeling better this morning and I still have my girls around me (now there's a mixed blessing, lol 15 and 17!!! )

my kids haven't seen their dad in over a year

I never get used to having to take my daugher back every weekend. I still feel really down every time I take her back and feel like the rest of the week is just a big long wait till I see her again.

I suppose Im still lucky though..least I get to see her.

there are tentative plans being made for my ex to meet me and the children.... but only if he's serious about it. i am not letting him into their lives to hurt them and leave me to pick up their lil hearts when he's broken them.

Might not be able to have the boys over the October halfterm. Car has had it and money is so tight that I've lost weight through not eating to make sure there's enough for the girls.

Awwww, an really so sorry to hear that hun. Dnt know what to say, just wanted to let you know that it touched me in a way.

Well if there is anything i can do to help hun, just send a PM, even if it is just for a chat ok?

Thanks Tiny. Have pm'd you, but realised after, you'll say anything to get a pm lol

Lol