always

to my dear friend may you forever be at peace

look out the window expectantly,
Then i realize, I remember,
You will never grace me with your smile again,
Only in my memories.

Each passing day the pain lessens,
But i don't forget you,
I don't forget the love you showed,
Or the many ways you cared.

Death is but a journey,
From this world to the next,
I feel you all around me,
I cannot see you but i know that you are there.

You meant more to me than you ever knew,
Rest in peace my friend,
And until we meet again i will love you
Always xxxxxxxxxxx

copyright danielle watts 2004

Loosing the loving one...nothing to write, only cold vibes in my chest.

When I've lose the woman I loved, I should say, I love, cause noone has been important in my life after her... so when I lose her I would have shout my pain nights and days, I was in the mouth of madness... and months after I ve try to write. only nowadays, years after, I manage to express it better. When she was there we didn't say each other our feelings, I torture myself about it, long times after, but, today I know that it was not necessary, words were meanningless between us. feeling her in my arms, earing her breath, her perfume, and the darkness of her black eyes... nothing else important. she didn't need to ear words from me, she knew, now I'm more peacefull with it, but the cold place is still here, in my chest.