If someone tries to change who you are, or take the freedom out of your relationship, they aren't really worth wasting your time on. i know i certainly wouldn't be having any of it !! Try and find someone equally as open as you are and see if you can merge into similar things, imagine the possibilities of that relationship !
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i dunno, i tried to stop my ex from lying about everything - that was for both of us's sake..
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I've always felt and believed that free spirited in my own mind is the essence of freedom of the mind, heart, body and soul. without it I'd be trapped in a cage. I used to feel that way a lot when I was younger but with the irish folk side of things in my life, you learn so much not only about the essence of what life is and how things relate but also the past and present of your life and those you know and don't know.

I'm spiritual in mind and in my heart as I believe that everything and everyone has a purpose in life which is positive and not negative. all people should consider is exploring themselves, finding their own answers and speaking the language of the heart.

In a world, there is peace,
there is life and there be love,
In a world there is loneliness,
the heart's cry to a strange place.

Within the world there is freedom,
peace be it's name,
a time for the shadow hunter,
to speak of the world's past.

The shadow hunter is a strange man,
a puzzle of the soul,
for he watches the world and waits to pounce,
he heals the world with his heart.

The coming of an age tells it's story,
of a man who walks the skies,
'tis the man we will speak of.
the shadow hunter lives on.

He sits at the mountain top,
with his pipes a playing on,
he makes a sound so sweet,
so cunning and so bright,
for the coming of a new age speaks,
love shall never die no more.

I think this poem from me kind of shows what essence keeps someone like me alive and in good shape. good karma, a kind and loving heart, a thirst for knowledge and a willingness to guide others on.

Ok it sounds daft but hey.

anyway.

with love and peace to all.

lew