Ever since i was young i felt unloved, uncared for, rejected and worthless. Whenever i seem to heal apart of my aching heart, somethink else arise's!! I just don't seem to have anything that ever makes me feel contented, wanted and accepted by society. People always tell me i'm loved etc... so why do i feel empty and lost???? Its not just the fact of sexuality, i really couldn't care what others think. Its the fact that i'm always just me , yet others have issue with accepting me , god only knows why , i don't give ppl cause to treat me with heartlessness, yet they do!! I've just had enough to be truly honest, is there anyone who feels alike me , shared or shares my feelings if so I'D really appreciate a relpy, thanks

From the sounds of you seem that you are in the same situation as myself . Alot of the time i feel exactly the same way as you are currently feeling. Even though i am youngish my life experiences have made me have to grow up my quicker than anyone else my age which has made me much more mature than my only older sister.
I think that if the right person is out there for you, you will find them one way or another or they will find you.
All you can do is take life one day at a time and live life o the max because if you dont you will always just regret wot you have not done when the chance was there, because i know that is how i plan to live my life.

Yes you do sound alike myself. I also had to grow up pretty quickly , i've experienced so much, that no one should ever go through and survive, so i;m thankful, for each day I have. I'm a very humble woman, and like to think i'm not judgmental. So i guess I have a yearning for something , pretty special. Maybe i;m looking for my princess, to rescue, me , and ,my expectaions are high?? I am unsure, but yes , i have made errors in my choice of ladies , to date!!! But i now know , so hopfully, this time i find that dream ladie, miss right who knows , but to be honest i;m happy , now i think about what i put the other ,day, guess we all get lonely sometimes