im ok, and im not alowed to see him cus i been in hospital since i was 10 until i was 15 so now i sort of hav like panic attacks when i cisit a hospital, so they wont let me go for my own safty or something
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thats a good thing hospitals are sad places full of sick people and thats a fact!!morillo your comment was in bad taste ya know!!

well maybe i shouldve said 'mostly' ill people but then i am speaking from personal view of things and experiences as you are hun no offence hey!!

well my stay in the maternity unit having had my two little uns wa the best experiences i couldve had in alifetime saying that i would hav been happy to do as mother mary n drop em in a barn!!

bless ya pirak youcome thru it though and i bet you as tough as nails mentally now though!!respect!

thanks, i now realise i did nothing wrong it was them trying to make there pathetic lives feels better by trying to ruin some1 elses, but its in the past now anyway
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i really got to go but before i do want to say i suffered with depression many years although it wasnt clinical it was extremely debilitating in a lot of ways it takes strength courage of a lion to work through it and now i am wanting to help others so am studying psychology next year working with kids hopefully ben a dream of mine for a while now but cant as i care for my daughter who has severe learning disability so i had to concentrate on finding right education for her and lots of appts etc