i just wanted to thank all the people here who gave me advice and were very nice.i have been going threw a tough time of late and suffer from severe depression but i am getting help for it.i suppose last sunday really drone me over the hill.i was doing security at the irish derby and a fight broke out.i went in to stop it and got hit in the face.i didnt see who done it and i hit the wrong person who was not even in the fight.i was suspened from work and thought i was going to lose my job and than there was the side of the law to.but lucky for me the man didnt want to press charges and the case was dropped.what really cheered me up today was my uncle was not going to sack me but gave me a warning.im back working at oxigen.once again thank you all for you advice and support im going to try and lead a normal happy life thank you all