this is a long and weird story. first off my best friend is a girl, we were best friends until I told her that I liked her (mere moments after she broke up with her boyfriend, I didn't know that at the time) she flirted with me for a day or so before going out with one of my friends claiming she didn't want to lose me as her friend and I was too much of a friend to lose. but before she knew you would have thought we were going out, people even asked us about it and we denyed it fiercely. we were closer than friends but nothing more than friends.

However, she has been with this new guy for a few weeks now, he give her tons of stuff yet she gives him nothing back (or at most screws him) she asked me to come over and watch a few films (I didn't go, but it seemed harmless enough) she then alter had a go at me cause she thought I was bieng horrible when I was clearly joking with her the same way I always joked with her, she claimed that I was a bad friend when I have stood by her when she has been out of line to me and others (even when its her fault) and then she starts making out that her boyfriend is far superior to me in every way imaginable.

i don't know what to think anymore, I've spoken to other girls (though she doesn't like it that I talk to others) she gets jealous, and her and my other friend who is a girl cannot stand each other. and she has tried to set me up with one of the few friends she has (oh I forgot to mention most of my firneds don't like her that much) it bugs me cause I don't know what to think, I've been rejected, kept as a best friend, messed around with, I don't know anymore. it actually hurts to be around her anymore despite the fact I promised her I would always be her friend and would never abandon her.

the flip side is that I am full of myself and I cannot get over the fact I have been rejected. in which case I'm a horrible person. I don't know anymore. can somebody clear this up for me so I can move on or wallow in self pity.